I'm on vacation right now which means, in other words, that I'm doing nothing at all most of the time. Can't decide whether I like it or not ...
Hm, I definitely like reading Pride & Prejudice in my grandma's garden and I love listening to loads of 60's & 70's music.
I also like the sound of rain against my bedroom window and the giant puddles on the street. Oh, and I really adore the clouds here even though I just can't bring myself to grab my camera and take photos of the beautiful landscape and sky. Well, I'm sure there are many other people around here who'll do that for me.

So, all in all, I like being lazy. As long as I don't have the feeling that I'm wasting my time, everything's perfectly fine. Unfortunately, I just realized that I have only 30 pages left of Pride & Prejudice. Now don't get me wrong ... it's not like it's the best book I've ever read. I'm not even sure if it's got anything to do with the content of the book at all. It's just that I already know that I'm gonna be extremely bored after I finish it and that there won't be anything I can do about it.
Of course I could buy a new book (actually, I already bought one ...) or go to the beach (I hate the beach) or start writing a novel (for the fifth time) but it won't be the same because I feel that I'm slowly losing my holiday spirit. At least for this summer.

But why is it that I'm so easily bored? Whatever I do, wherever I go and no matter how busy I may be, deep inside I'm either terribly bored or tired. I wish there was something I was truly cut out for. Though I'm almost sure there must be something and I'll eventually find out about it. If only I had enough patience and confidence to wait and search for it instead of being nervously bored all the time (sounds weird, I know).

Anyway, I'll stop bothering you with my thoughts now before you drift off to sleep.

Have a nice weekend!
Marie